Surviving the Domestic Jungle

Today is a big day! Today I am having an interesting evening with an interesting group of people. It is basically an evening based on ‘spiritual stuff’ but the point is, I am going alone. All alone. No children! I am beyond nervous leaving my kids with their dad. I know he can take care of them but I worry that he will be overwhelmed because this is the longest I have ever left him! I keep wanting to breakdown and bring the baby with me but I know I need this time and my husband needs to spend time with the kids without me. Helps him gain some perspective that maybe I do a lot while he is at work! I very very rarely leave the kids in general and every time I have anxiety but I figure as long as they are alive when they get home, I don’t care if they are dirty or if the house is destroyed. Also, tonight is the premiere of Ancient Aliens 3 which is so exciting! I feel like I should get paid for all the advertising I do for that show but it is really that good. I wont be home so I will have to record but the moment I walk through the door, assess the disaster and say hi to the kids, we will be sitting down and watching that show. Hands down, my favorite show. I like a lot of crap reality tv but this show I actually learn from! Either way, its a big day and I am excited!