Surviving the Domestic Jungle

I am convinced that no one is reading my blog because all I do is talk about being pregnant. How boring…. Obviously it is a big deal in my life but who wants to read about someone else’s pregnancy woes. I could go on and on about myself and how I am feeling and progressing but I think I am going to try and stop. I am trying to keep myself as busy as possible in order to keep my sanity and keep interesting blogs flowing. Its a challenge. I am trying to jam pack each day with friends or family or some sort of activity that keeps me focused on anything but the fact that I am the size of a house and ready to give birth even though I have a few weeks left. I am so desperate to keep myself busy that I watched American Idol with my husband. He LOVES that show and has favorites every year and will watch every episode. I never got into it but I have to admit, the auditions are really funny. The bad singers we literally felt embarrassed for! Why do people try out for this show if they sound that horrible?? I am no singing diva and I know it. Why do these people think they are so good when they are so bad!! Some of it HAS to be fake. I think it is really hard to get up in front of those celebrities and sing and then to sing without music makes it even more difficult! I am always in awe of the people who put themselves out there like that but don’t they have friends? Isn’t there someone in their lives to say “don’t do it!” I guess its the same as asking your husband if you look fat. Instant “NO!” Am I I good singer? “YES!” All lies!! We all need to start being better friends and saving our friends from looking like a joke on television!! I guess that tells you how desperate I am to occupy myself. I watched, and enjoyed, American Idol. Consider that my confession and the likelihood that it will happen again is slim. I wonder what else I will do to occupy myself?